Just don't know why

Don't know why there will be so many things that can happen at the same time?
Don't know why it is just so simple to change my mind?
Maybe this is the characteristic of Pisces,follow what your heart tells you and follow your emotion.
Am i right?Should i change?
I just know that something had happened,if something had happened, there are no turning back,the feeling changed,everything will not be the same anymore,I just need to accept that.

Never think how actually am i in others mind........
Just not really sure how others think of me?What is my position?
Am i don't want to ask, don't want to think or not dare to ask?
Because don't want to know the answer?
Hardly to accept what people think of me?
Or i just don't care how others think of me,i will be myself no matter what others said about me.
Just think i am helpless,helpless to other's problem,helpless in helping others,just feel helpless...
Don't know how to help?What more i can do for them?Beside lending ears and give my opinion?
What else?Is it just enough?Or it worsen the situation?

I knew the answer,i am not God,i can't do whatever i want,i just don't have the power to help everyone,they should help themselves sometimes,i knew everything,but it is just so many things that happen at the same time make me think around...

I know i will be ok.....just Don't know why?